Dear Shaunte, Love is when you look into someone's eyes and go all the way inside; to their soul and you both know... instantly! I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that you love me but the love isn't like it use to be.. I decided put down these words so I can express how I feel so you can understand my hurt and pain.. I was recently thinking of you at home, I use to be excited when you would come home because you would always make me happy but that excitement turned to sadness, loneliness, and I became some what depressed. I feel like you would ignore me and act like I didn't exist until I came to sex. . Your big brown eyes once made me feel loved and wanted .
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as not being able to be 100% committed to this marriage, because you didn't grow up with any positive examples of how to love and be faithful.. My recent challenging heartbreak and pain has left me feeling lonely, sad, and depressed, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and having fun like we use to, being able to communicate better, make happier memories, and finally let go of the past so we can really move on. together. Love E 
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