Dear Paris, Love is indescribable and unconditional. I could tell you a thousand things that it is not, but not one that it is. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I need you . I decided put down these words because I can't see my life without you in it. I was recently thinking of you in my room, I thought about how the way you looked at me turned from love to irritation. I didn't listen and I was selfish. Right before we stopped talking i had in my mind that i was going to make you love me again. But i never got the chance. Your love makes me feel lifted and grounded all at once.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as your mother and getting your life together, and that this would be making you feel stressed. My recent challenging being without work has left me feeling drained, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing my life with you. Love Brea
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