Dear Angel Cake, Love is indescribable and unconditional. I could tell you a thousand things that it is not, but not one that it is. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I've let you down in so many ways then one threw the years. I regret the pain & tears that has had an ever lasting effect on you. My heart aches as I watch you cry day to day to know that I have done this to the only women I've truly loved.... I decided put down these words because Because I broke her hurt. I was recently thinking of you at Baltimore harbor, Our stay in Baltimore was an eye awakening experience, it showed me that we could enjoy each other without the children. We shared so much & laugh in such a short period of time.I watched you very closely to see what we have been missing as a couple.I was overwhelm with joy of tears to see you finally enjoy yourself without the children. You was a kid all over again in the aquarium.It was so amazing to see you smile and to hear the laughter from your mouth, as we watch the sting rays come to the glass...We shared our food and tour the city.... I loved the way that you was for the first time in years was very happy again my love. .. Your loving caring soul for others makes me feel Overwhelm with love.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as I know you don't have your security that was there prior to this event that took place. I assure you that it never left and will always be here til death do us apart., and that this would be making you feel Your afraid that I'm leaving & don't desire you anymore, that's not the case here. Ive never desire a women the way I do you in for 35 years . I'm still eagar to share my life with you.. My recent challenging Been struggling with my prior knee surgery last year. It has been a rough going on challenge. has left me feeling a since of weakness very venerable, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing Love and unadulterated fun together. Love Booda Baby 
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