Dear Jason, Love is something eternal… The aspect may change, but not the essence. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I will always love you but I am not afraid to let you find what you may think you need. Your emotional distance says it all. I decided put down these words because I am scared for our future together. . I was recently thinking of you when we were fishing in New York, I felt like you enjoyed my company and that it was a special day for you to share with me. I thought then that you were meant for me. Your smile and your laugh were so genuine. . Your smile makes me feel Special and loved. I miss it so much.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately mainly feeling stressed by my demands for attention, and that this would be making you feel like I'm pressuring you. My recent challenge is just that I want to make things better for us, but it has left me feeling like there is no point to arguing, and I do not want this to end our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and whatever it holds. I hope that it will be with you wanting to spend time with me and try to show affection. Always all my Love. Tina 
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