Dear Papa Bear, Love is something eternal… The aspect may change, but not the essence. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings over the phone but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that we need to calm our personal chaos so we can come back to one another. . I decided put down these words because We need a small break so we can learn to love again. I am constantly thinking of you, I know we are going through the bad...but we have not failed. We will survive and live our lives out together. If backing away temporarily will bring us back together stronger than ever it is a risk I will take. . Your unconditional love makes me feel loved, cared for, wanted, and appreciated.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as the divorce and our long distance relationship, and that this would be making you feel down. The pain and hurt from the divorce and my problems here are influencing our love and attitudes to the other. My recent challengings of been cruel and demanding. I need to learn from my mistakes. I want to better myself for you. You are the rest of my life. Currently I'm feeling that all I will accomplish is losing you., and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing I can't want to spend my life with you. Grow old with you. together. Love Mama Bear 
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