Dear Ralph, Love is something eternal… The aspect may change, but not the essence. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that You complete me, yet I don't know have to leave the fantasy life I've created in my head and live a reality with you . I decided put down these words because I love you more then anything. I was recently thinking of you at Driving to work, I was in traffic thinking of all the times we were together and all the times we went out, the times that ended badly, and the times that ended great. I couldn't remember a lot of bad times as I let them go I guess, I could only remember the good. . Your laughs makes me feel Happy like nothing bad can happen.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as struggle with finances and also the things at home as well as your mom's heath. I haven't been there for you and I'm sorry. , and that this would be making you feel You may hate me for this, and all I want you to know is I'm doing my best to make it up to you and will keep trying. . My recent challenging Been hating myself feeling I've lost complete control of my life. has left me feeling Like I can't do anything right., and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing To seeing where our lives take us and hopefully one day completely back together in our own place again. together. Love Jonathan 
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