my penguin, Love is something eternal… The aspect may change, but not the essence. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that you are my everything. What I always hoped for and never thought I'd find. . I decided put down these words because we haven't been able to get much time to ourselves lately. I was recently thinking of you at at work, and I realized how much I missed you. How I hate knowing you're asleep and I can't be there to cuddle with you. You mean so much to me. I miss kissing in the rain. Being able to just see each other and have time that's not spent sleeping. . Your melodic laughter and bright smile make me feel happy and loved.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as stress at work and dealing with Val and her craziness , and that this would be making you feel it's hard to smile when all of this is going on...that you feel obligated to stay, but want to leave. . My recent challenge working a lot and not getting enough sleep has left me feeling worn down and tired, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing a date night that's just us spending time together and having fun. I look forward to many more years ahead of us. For us to get our own place and not have to worry about others Just simply being together. Love suzy 
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