Love Letter For crystal

Dear shon, Love is when you look into someone's eyes and go all the way inside; to their soul and you both know... instantly! I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.

There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I loved you so much I cried so much at times . I decided put down these words because I know so much time has gone by and there's been so many disappointments that follow but still it's so very hurtful to just shut out the way I really feel. I was recently thinking of you while relaxing on the couch You would wonder why I' was quite was thinking about how I gave you all of me and I wanted all of you wanted you not to be afraid to let your guard down and lovee me loved before but ours was different felt a soul connection felt it from you to but you weren't free to love me . yet I think about our time spent going where ever seemed interesting from the oldies which always feels as thou you personally picked those to describe how you really feel about me moments spent with u will always remain in my heart personally feel as thou you were for me but brought to me at the wrong time.

I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as The challenges we both faces is loving each other but the circumstances we've encounter keep us apart, and that this would be making you feel I know u want me to trust u but since you've done so much you know that I label u as the bad guy. My recent challenging I have trust issues with you I can't be hurt by you anymore I'm afraid but I still love you deeply you made me feel as if you never gave a damn and it was just personal gain what you wanted when you wanted it, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing I want to not be afraid of you I wanna love you whether its friendship or lovers Love crystal