Dear Bobby.myBML, Love is when you look into someone's eyes and go all the way inside; to their soul and you both know... instantly! I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about writting the words - somehow it seems a little more permanent and hopefully abit more meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words in whitch you can understand me, until now(i hope). I feel that we should really, if u still need and want to truely truthfily, like all in 100% how eachother wants one another and carried our own in respect of our relationship, 100% like before we were in to our relationship, that we should give it a go, see how we can make it work to have Us, u and i together a future we see and us now. i always appreciated u all u do please kno that, at least. As well as, I Love You Bobby.
. I decided put down these words because i want u kno, even though its words u are reading of mine on how i deeply feel about u and that(i kno, sorry) I'm not(once again) showing in my actions, as most of the time.
i need u to kno, i am in love, in lust and in wanting u. i do, i said, i do for sure want us, u and i together and i need u by myside.. I was recently thinking of you, like always, ur in my head,... so cause my head is always with my body, then i guess say you are Everywhere im at. though i feel a hundred thousand billion trillions feeling in so many different kinda ways but, ..well, i cant say much more nor different then my heart has expressed to u through out our years together and in this letter. i hope u re-Read this letter once again over i hope u do.. Your cute smile, such a dork, done im home makes me feel. i feel u make me happy when i see u smile but yet u think u smile first cause u happy u made me smile, nope i feel wonderful seeing that smile on u causeu get so excited just wanting me to be happy, its so cute. ur dorkyness that u really think ur a dork makes me look at u in a way i can not explain but feel fuzzy funny inside. whenever i felt the butterflies in my belly i new that im done, it's home who makes that feeling happen, YOU you did. so when it does whitch it did myself naturally cant think, dont care and dont want No other cause it is u i feel i fly with. my home i feel u inside me..
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as wanting, get ur life back together along with doing at the sametime, while just trying and want/need to make all his loveones be happy. though with trying to do so...at the same time not feeling loved, appreciated of him self., and that this would be making you feel u have been through a only one who seems he is alone, trying his all and just being felt that u keep getting and feeling hurt.. My recent challenging of us from u towards me: trust from u and u thinking i lie about every thing has left me feeling sad, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. While we have had our challenges, there is always a way to find through them, hey...or even a, somekinda compromise. I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing us again with u knowing and confident in urself and with ur women, me i do love u. i do so much, want u to feel happy though, how ever that maybe for u to be. (if together we may not be) xoxo Love cassandra 
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