Love Letter For Alice

Dear Chris, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wanted to the remind you of my feelings on our time apart. I thought how personal it would be to put everything down in a series of themed letters. It might seem old fashioned and maybe a little crazy on my part considering everything that has happened in the last 2 months but there is something special about the written word - it is a little more permanent and meaningful. I don't want you to forget my love.

There are many things that I want to be there to experience with you over the next few months, years... However long it takes. I feel that we ares soulmates and that throughout distance and time we will find each other again. I decided to put these letters together because we won't be an item for a long time, if ever again, and I want to make sure that you know how I feel about you.. I am always thinking of you on planes, deadheading or operating. I can't stop thinking about how good we are together. Even with the challenges and obstacles we've faced, we have always been able to smile and laugh and be happy together We love each other. I was made for you. We fit together perfectly. You are my other half. You complement me and balance me. You anchor me. I know this may be hard to read but it's the truth. I want us to forget the hurt. Let's move forward with our lives and find each other and then be ready to take on the world.. Your smile and contagious laugh makes my insides melt with joy and my heart thump. You make me feel a type of happiness I only feel when I'm around you and I will fight in anyway I can to keep it. This is what poems and sonnets and songs are written about. What we have is it.

I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as work and the death of your friend among other heartbreaking circumstances. I know breaking off our engagement is messy and our future is an open ended question that no one can predict but I am beyond certain that time, patience and love will fix this is the end. I feel a lot of remorse and regret about us splitting ways. I don't want to lose you even to this day. This has left me feeling heartbroken yet hopeful, and I want to find my man again. My happy, loving, caring Fris. The one who finds my hand and lets me cry and just listens. My best friend. While we have our challenges and work through the demons we both have to face, I am looking foward to the future, and being your ride or die lover. Love Alice