Dear taataa, To love someone is to see a miracle invisible to others. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that Iam thinking of the times i saved your life i thought id never see tou again nor feel your leg wrapped around mine and calling me your big white girl. I decided put down these words because Because i miss taataa pet names he use to call. I was recently thinking of you at in the kitchen cooking hid favorite dish, A wsrm feeling that he loved my cooking. Your ii have lost him makes me feel Lost empty afraid.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as Losing his dad and his brother carlso, and that this would be making you feel Sad disappointed loney Guilty.. My recent challenging Being by myself without taataa doing things on my own has left me feeling i can do this without taataa grown happy, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing Letting him know that it was a good thing you walked out of my life but i still love you and want to be there gor taataa together. Love mechele 
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