Dear babe, Love is indescribable and unconditional. I could tell you a thousand things that it is not, but not one that it is. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that Without you my life would not be complete. I decided put down these words because Because I love you asshole. I was recently thinking of you at work, I kept thinking I don't wanna be here anymore and I should just quit and pack up and leave to be with you and find a job when I get there but I know I must wait. Your the way you love me makes me feel Good and thankful.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as losing your job, and that this would be making you feel mad and that you are a failure but but you hung in there until you got it back. My recent challenge With not being able to find a job down there and not being with you has left me feeling very lonely and sad, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing Being with you again and finding our own place together. Love nikki 
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