Dear Chris, Love is indescribable and unconditional. I could tell you a thousand things that it is not, but not one that it is. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that we are meant to be together forever. I decided put down these words because I know im not doing the best I can for you but I want you to know that i will always love you.. I was recently thinking of you in my bedroom, i think about the loneliness and how i wish you were here. I wish you could wake up to me and the kids and your presence just being here with us your family. Your Big bright eyes and killer smile makes me feel happy and loved.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as the time your facing and that this is making you feel you didnt get the chance to show me how much you have changed for the better. My recent challenge with getting a job and education has left me feeling horrible and sometimes like a not so great mother to my children, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. While we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing I want us to be one with each other, understand one another, and love each other unconditionally together. Love Chante 
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