Love Letter For baby

Dear boo, Love is an emotion experienced by the many and enjoyed by the few. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.

There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that You dont want me bc people have lied to me, but im listening to them not you. I should be listening to you not them.. I decided put down these words because Ik we cant see each other much bc we are in different schools. . I was recently thinking of you at I had a very meaningful thought last night, thinking on how you can be a better boyfriend., When i feel like you dont want me something tells me to kill myself. Sometimes i black out and dont know what im doing especially when i cut. I black out and dont realize i cut myself till after a lil bit. I could have skizophrina. Which i cant tell what's real in my head . Your Youre so sexi to me and i hope you know that. makes me feel When we are with each other i get this warm fuzzy feeling and i feel safe with you. I also get butterflies in my stonache when you touch me..

I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as youre depressed bc you cant see me, we are in different schools but lets finish this school year and push through summer then you could see me. Monday-friday, before school, after school, during school. Then you wouldnt be depressed anymore., and that this would be making you feel You wanna see me now, but somethings got to wait. Ik its hard, trust me but just push through it.. My recent challenging Been experiencing that we are fighting alot more, i dont want that to happen and most of the time its over stupid stuff. I love being with you but one of my friends always screws it up and idk why she would tell me a lie about the danica thing bc she is the one that told me to ask you out on Valentines day. has left me feeling that you dont want me, we fight and they get bad. Nobody needs to fight that much, ik you say you want me but it feels like you push me away., and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing I want our fights to stop and continue working on how you can be a better boyfriend to me. If i hear a rumor about you or someone says something about you, im not going to listen andbim going to come ask you. together. Love baby