Dear daddy, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I have jealous problems but only because i love you. I decided put down these words because we havent seen each other or kissed . I was recently thinking of you when i woke up this morning , Sometimes i feel as if i don't like you or if i hate you because of how everything gets to me .. i start asking myself questions like," why am i with you, or i should've never met you." But then again im glad i know you and also that im with you. . Your big lips, your face, your laugh and stupid comments make me feel comfortable around you .
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as getting played or cheated on and that this would be making you have some dirty thoughts about me, I understand that you've gotten hurt. My recent challenge is getting hurt too, I've been played and lied to plenty of times .. has left me feeling that it has made me stronger instead of weak, I know not to let it happen again, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing Being your one and only (babymomma) together. Love audrey
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