Dear Denny, Love is when you look into someone's eyes and go all the way inside; to their soul and you both know... instantly! I wanted to tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that there's more to what happened with us that you're not telling me & I really want to know & understand. . I decided to put down these words because I love you so much & I want you back. I was recently thinking of you. I always think about you, no matter where I am, in my room, in my truck, at work, Facebook, everywhere. There are so many wonderful memories that we made together. There are so many more memories that I wanted to make with you, camping & the zoo with our kids, more cuddling, more dancing, more love. . Your love & affection made me feel comforted & loved.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as your job change, falling behind on bills, alcohol. , and that this would be making you feel overwhelmed, that it's too much to deal with all at once. . My recent challenges are that I have been miserable without you. I've even been dealing with a little bit of an alcohol problem myself lately. I need to understand why you changed your mind or why you lied to me about loving me. It has left me feeling lost, alone, depressed, doubtful about true love, losing my faith in everything, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking forward to the future, and experiencing everything we both want to experience & achieve together. Love Cameo 
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