Dear Nathan, Love is indescribable and unconditional. I could tell you a thousand things that it is not, but not one that it is. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that You are my one an only true love I am sorry I broke your heart and left you I made a mistake I wish I could take it back I am literally dying without you I have never cried so much and I have I ever never lost so many people so quickly because I have completely lost myself I dont know who I am when Im not with you You make me who I am an the fact that I was stupid enough to let the one man who actually means something to me go destroys me I need you more than youll ever understand And I know I will spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to even though I never will but I love you and I need you so damn much and I am sorrry
. I decided put down these words because Nathan, I made a mistake when I let you go. I honestly thought you would be happier with one less thing to worry about. But clearly I was wrong and I need you more than ever you are my world. Please forgive me please I am so sorry.
. I was recently thinking of you while writing this letter in my room, . Your Beautiful Smile and personality makes me feel Secured and loved and wanted
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I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as New job and less time with the important people
, and that this would be making you feel You get less time with the people who matter because your new job keeps you busy and you lost me because I was selfish and it take that into consideration when we went days without talking I thought I was losing you. My recent challenges I've Been experiencing the loss of family members insercurities of losing you heartbreaks and I was more than terrified that you were slowly getting over me since we went days without talking and you could never simply text me saying "hey baby sorry we didnt talk tonight long day at work I was busy I am sorry but I do love you Im not ignoring you" and I my grandma passed away has left me feeling depressed and hurt and insecure and scared, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. While we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing a wonderful marriage with you and having children with you because thats my perfect life and my dream. But it is yours and will you give me another chance please???? Can we do this?
together. Love Alex 
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