Dear Manuel, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I am willing to do whatever it takes to make you happy. Even if that means to excuse myself from the situation . You are my everything and seeing you so unhappy is breaking my heart I feel like keeping you is selfish if its not where you want to be.. I decided put down these words because I am writing you this letter because manny I love you so much and its confusing to me why you are always so upset. I know you say it isn't me but im the one who gets everything taken out on.. I was recently thinking of you at laying in bed, I was watching you sleep and listening to you breathe and realized how deeply I truly do love you. And it dawned on me that you might not feel the same anymore about me .. Your smile makes me feel Me feel like im home .
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as Being pulled between me and stasia, and that this would be making you feel You have feelings for her too. I also understand your confused and frustrated. My recent challenging Always thought we would be together forever but if that's not what you want I dont want you to feel pressured into staying has left me feeling confused about what is the right thing to do for both of us ., and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing I want us both to be happy and I want to be with you but what I want more is for you to be happy . together. Love Patricia 
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