Dear Matt, Love is indescribable and unconditional. I could tell you a thousand things that it is not, but not one that it is. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I genuinely feel that you are in my life for a reason and I need you to stay around if not forever then maybe a very long time.. I decided to write down these words because We haven't been seeing eye to eye lately but just wantedwanted you to know I love you no matter what!. I was recently thinking of you t our wasbed, I love being around you. I always think about your needs before mine. It tears me up when we can't talk like two civilized adults. I don't want to lose you but I want to be happy. I want you to know that its crazy maybe but I am still in love with you. This feeling won't go away. You may get on my nerves at times but that's what a relationship and love is all about: ups and downs and crazy thoughts.. Your Generous, Helpful, Loving and Understanding makes me feel Safe, Secure and Warm all over.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as The headache of putting up with my depressive ways and mood swings, your show coming up and starting a new job., and that this would be making you feel I understand that sometimes you might want to give US up and just walk away from the problems and arguments.. My recent challenging I have been stressed and challenged at work, home, financially and personally. I am going through a struggle/crisis internally. has left me feeling The things that i am dealinv with have made me feel like giving up on EVERYTHING. It all makes me feel so overwhelmed and sad., and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing A solid and awesome relationship that can lead to honesty and trust which would open the door for marriage and a wonderful family. together. Love Teresa
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