Saturday, December 14, 2013

Love Letter For Sean

Dear Talia, Love is indescribable and unconditional. I could tell you a thousand things that it is not, but not one that it is. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.

There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I genuinely feel that even if we don't always see eye to eye that no matter what I love you more and more each day.. I decided to put down these words because I want you to know how much you mean to me.. I have been thinking of you everyday as I leave for work and everyday going home., how much I worry about you, whether you are ok, have enough food. is the baby ok. everything, I just worry more and more now. but I find that I'm ok with that knowing that I'm worrying.over the woman I love.. Your how you always have a smile when you look at me. makes me feel whenever you look at me with with your smile I always feel like I've fallen in love with you all over again..

I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as even though your job screwed you over. we well make do just fine, I promise., and that this would be making you feel I understand that you feel let down and hurt from them doing that to you, but I feel that it will be good for you to see what other options all out there for you.. My recent challenging I have been dealing with you bring pregnant and knowing that there are going to be times I'm not going to be able to take care of you. I won't be here for portions of our Childs life. and trying to get into a mindset of leaving for training soon.. has left me feeling like I have no control over my personal life., and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing I look forward to spending our lives together and watching our children grow up. together. Love Sean

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