Love Letter For Em

Dear Nicholas, Love is when you look into someone's eyes and go all the way inside; to their soul and you both know... instantly! I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.

There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that We were meant to be together, there's always a reason for thing's when they happen. You were given a second chance with a child & god blessed me with a miracle I never thought I would have. This is our destiny & why we were put in each others path.. I decided put down these words because we haven't been spending enough time together lately.. I was recently thinking of you at the store shopping for Christmas with Eland, I kept thinking about the first time we met and how we ended up here & remembered faith has a funny way of stepping in.I loved you the first time I laid eyes on you & will continue to do so always & Forever.. Your warm eyes and amazing smile make my heart melt and give me the flutters still to this day.

I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as not having your other children around especially during the holiday's., and that This time of year is difficult for you because you feel alone.
My recent challenges have Been struggling to show you the love we have for you. Things are stressful at home without you & I miss not having you here to talk to. has left me feeling lonely,neglected, & like im trying to make you open your eyes but im not getting through to you, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. While we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing what I've always wanted with you; to be a family, the 3 of us together. I want to experience a real family life with you like we've always talked about....owning a business, you coaching baseball, me at home with our children. Love Em