Dear baby, To love someone is to see a miracle invisible to others. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that We are togther for a reason, and whatever that reason may be i want you here...and i love you.. I decided put down these words because 'iv missed you so much lately. I cant wait till you get home. It get so lonely over here without you, but i do feel lots of comfort knowing i can tlk to you whenever i want. I was recently thinking of you at my moms house, While i was gone i couldnt stop thinking bout you, the way you tell.me you love me nd call me stankaa it drove me crazy not being able to tlk to you.. Your sweet and loving heart makes me feel Beautiful and loved.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as You being in jail is hard on us, but its nothing we cant get through, this is making our relationship stronger nd longerlasting nd i am here.. i know you may feel i dont trust you but i know you made a mistake nd it was hard but i have to accept that.. i can honestly say that i have never felt like i dont love you or i dont know if i love you because i do and i love you so much. We are making the right decisions now and thats all that matters and putting GOD first nd in the middle of our relationship is the best thing we have ever done, and that this would be making you feel We are a strong couple and you know im a very opinated person.. I promise you i know what i want though.. Commitment means being loving, caring, and faithful for the rest of our lives together... Im ready for that i just hope you know what that means... My recent challenging Been under a lot of stress lately nd you know that so maybe we both are grouchy sometimes but we both have to be more understanding, some of us more than others Hint Hint lol.. I cant wait for us to start a life together, things just get really hard sometimes. has left me feeling like i quit but then i start to.think bout the bad decisions i have already made and the people i still have to prove wrong, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing Our life together will be great cant wait for all the things you promised me to finally come. Making love, being held, spoiled and even more. together. Love stankaa 
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