Love Letter For Tracie

Dear Paul my sweetie, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.

There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that We still need to have "our" time from time to time not so far in between. And its not all sex related either.It seems to help out relationship. . I decided put down these words because We've had our up which has been really good and we've also had our downs which have been really really down and out. I was recently thinking of you at I been here at home and I think about u every single day more then u no...weather u believe it or not., I cant wait till its nicer out and we can take our walks even if its at the lake front. I miss "our time". Your love the way you hold me tight and I feel so secure in your arms I never want you to let me go makes me feel I feel so content and safe.

I understand that i have been facing some significant challenges lately such as Like with the loss of my mom you were really there for me and I (to this day) don't no how to thank you., and that this would be making you feel I understand to this day I still feel bad that I was not there to say good bye to her....due to circumstances. . My recent challenges I have I've had kids basically 7 days a week. If its not the grandkids due to the weather then its the other one...Olivia. has left me feeling I feel depressed sometimes cuz I know that I haven't been able to show u the attention that u deserve. or we both been so damn tired., and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. While we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experience I look forward to moving on where ever it may b....TOGETHER....NOT APART....a new fresh start. together. Love Tracie