Dear Duckie, To love someone is to see a miracle invisible to others. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I love you more than you know, I know I will never have a chance with you (I am reminded of it everyday), but that doesnt stop me from having strong feelings for you.. I decided put down these words because I like you a lot but you never talk to me.. I was recently thinking of you at in my car, I was imagining you being beside me and us riding to the movies together . Your beautiful smile makes me feel Safe and distant .
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as having to do basketball and school work at the same time plus finding time for your girlfriend, and that this would be making you feel That you are a really busy person and having a girlfriend doesnt make it easier but I think of you as my close friend and I love you I dont want to I just do I try to convince myself that I dont like you but I do and I cant help it. My recent challenging Been trying to change my mind everyday so you wont hate me but its not working and im sorry I try and try and try to find everything bad about u I can but it doesnt work has left me feeling sad because I really want u to like me atleast as a friend, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing I hope that we can be friends I know you tell me we are friends but I know the truth I know you dont really like me your just trying to be nice together. Love Makayla 
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