Dear Jason, Love is something eternal… The aspect may change, but not the essence. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that U and I have both made a ton of miatakes, but there is NOTHING we have NOT conquered together in the past 21 yrs. I decided put down these words because We have been going thru rough times alot lately!. I was recently thinking of you at B's Graduation, I was sincerely grateful for all of your hard work and taking over! And so proud of the wonderful job you have done!. Your big heart blue eyea amazzing smile makes me feel Safe and Loved.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as We borh have lost our Dqddy's. and money is always an issue yet u. Always come thru and me qnd our boys need u, and that this would be making you feel Losing Pops is hard and ur lost and scared. So am i. My recent challenging I have the same worries.and fears plus i constantly have to prove myself amd.be reminded of all ive done wrong has left me feeling sad alone helpless unimportant and unwanted, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing I want to finish
Raising our boys, enjoying everyday together well to grow old with only you together. Love Steph 
No comments:
Post a Comment