Dear Emanuel, Love is indescribable and unconditional. I could tell you a thousand things that it is not, but not one that it is. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that Your so important to me. I decided put down these words because I have been worried about you and concerned about your state of mind. Not sure if you're in the hospital. My last word's to you were so cruel and upsetting to both of us. I will always care about you and have feelings for you.. I was recently thinking of you at home, His smile and laughter. Your kindness makes me feel Special.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as Your going through something I don't understand and cant. But know you feel alone or helpless at times and that this would be making you feel When I am with you it feels so right and it only gets better but you start transposing into that devil bullshit and I'm scared and confused. . My recent challenging I'm afraid and alone. has left me feeling unsure, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing Communication together. Love Carol 
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