Dear Deshawn, Love is something eternal… The aspect may change, but not the essence. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that No matter how long its been that i believe our love has grown stronger for one another . I decided put down these words because Dear Deshawn Its been awhile since we have spoken to one another I miss you very much. I got your call about the loss of your grandfather and Im sorry to hear that i know how much he meant to you and how much he played a vital role in your life. Have you spoken to any of your family members? Cousin Kelly? I got a new cell phone with a new number so not sure if she called my old phone. Well things with me have been going pretty good going to my training I went to Las Vegas for a week last week with my Aunt Winkey her husband and collie I had fun I really enjoyed the experience. So how have you been? I miss you I didnt want you to think i forgot about you even when you calling bluurping out things like "Move on with your life" haha yea ok . I was recently thinking of you at On the Road going to Vegas, Just thought about if he was thinking of me and more so how he was doing. Your Us and the time we spent with each other makes me feel When I think of the time we spent and the things we did it makes me smile and feel good in the inside gives me a sense of hope that our relationship can rebuild.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as Loss of grandfather someone he was very close to as well as personal battles, and that this would be making you feel I understand that this loss was great because of the role your grandfather played in your life Be strong and i pray God gives you comfort to your soul and peace to your mind. My recent challenging I just lost a aunt a few days ago back east in North Carolina although i was never really close to her coming up well as far as what i can remember of her ii.must say that i was blessed to have her in my presence as an adult and i will never forget her smile and when she sang to me i can hear her voice now outside of that my challenge and my focus has been getting this training done has left me feeling Overwhelmed all the deaths of people that are close to me and then. trying to stay focused on building a better me, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing A beautiful loving prospering flourshing healthy relationship Marriage Children If Gods will together. Love Jotosha 
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