Love Letter For charna

Dear jay, Love is an emotion experienced by the many and enjoyed by the few. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.

There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that we can make this last, just FUCK what everyone else has to say

. I decided put down these words because im writing this letter to jay because im falling in love again.. you make me smile whenever im down.. ; you give me the courage to love again

. I was recently thinking of you at my front step, whenever i step outside on my front step , i think of everything we did when we first met. i remember our first kiss , our first hugg and us just pouring each other heart out to each other and just wanting to love again but dont know exactly who that person was ... untill you looked at me and kissed me on my lips and layed youre head on my chest and said oooh i hear a heart beat ... that night flashes back into my mind so much... i wish you never would have disowned me like you have . you know what happend and i know what happend . i have proof and so do you ... i just dont understand why i still lovw you though... october 3rd tho.... Your the way he holds me makes me feel warm... pleasant..

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I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as wondering what everyone has to say about us

, and that this would be making you feel youre worried about what everyone has to say but this is us baby .. worry about us .. not them haters. My recent challenging my own personal problems but ill make us my number one piority. has left me feeling that i mean what i say... this is real, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing just becoming love birds and lasting like jay and beyonce.. together. Love charna