Dear Xavier, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I genuinely feel that we stuck here in this shit we going through and the thing is I'm afraid we ain't never going to move forward. I decided put down these words because I'm writing this letter to you because you should know how a female feels.. I was recently thinking of you at Walking you home on Halloween, made me feel a little better about the situation because I know when you spitting real Nigga shit or not . I believe you ain't going no where but will your heart always be here ?. Your The way you make me smile makes me feel Loved.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as You be confused with your feelings , you pull me in and when I get there you enjoy me for the moment and then push me away by not wanting to make us official, and that this would be making you feel I understand that it's not easy dealing with your emotions , trust me I've been there and you know that . Reguardless of who you with I'm still going to be by your side and support you . I'm your biggest supporter and any choice you make I'm there to go through it with you . My recent challenging I have been hurting Alot and been in my feelings to but it's only because I'm afraid of loosing you ! You say you not going no where but I need you to prove it. This has left me feeling Weak, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing all of your love , I want you to myself for the first time , I want to show you the real deal of what's up , want you to step up and be my Nigga, I want us to be together. Love Aunya' 
No comments:
Post a Comment