Dear chris, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that You are everything and only thing I need. I love you endlessly and unconditionally. You really are the man of my dreams and love of my life.. I decided put down these words because I really want you to love me like you used to. I made a huge mistake letting you go but it lead me to realizing you are the love of my life. I was recently thinking of you at everywhere you are always on my mind, I dream of what kind of life we could have. You make me face feelings I've never had before a love I've never felt..until you. Your loving caring sexy eyes that wink makes me feel Safe and my heart races and I instantly smile n feel like we are only people in the room.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as Deciding what you want and if im worth the risk. Fear of me hurting you again which I promise you I will not do to you ever again, and that this would be making you feel It's not easy and its scary at the same time but im not the same way I used to be I never want to hurt you I just want to love and take care of you for the rest of my life.. My recent challenging I have missed you more and more everyday and my love for you just keeps getting stronger. This is hard for me but I only want you if you are sure you want the same and im willing to wait until you know has left me feeling scared as hell and lonely for you, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing A wonderful and happy life together
together. Love shannon 
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