Dear Monkey, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that you are the one for me and I will do anything to keep you I love you too much to lose you again...I don't think my heart can take that pain a second time.. I decided put down these words because We fight sometimes and I just wanted to make myself clear about how much I love you.. I was recently thinking of you at Our bedroom, How much I care about you and even though we had problems in the past I believe that when we talked about it that everything got forgotten and forgiven. I love you and all your mistakes. We're human babe we all make mistakes I make mistakes every day. But I love you soooooo much babe I can't explain it any better...The way you kiss me makes me feel Like I'm kissing for the first time, every time.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as I know how hard it must be for you right now with everything about your family but I want you too know if you ever need someone to talk to just remember I'm always right by you and I will always listen., and that this would be making you feel you are really sad sometimes and it's because of your family I want to help you be able to stand the pain without having to smoke to push the pain aside until you are sober.. My recent challenging been going through a lot with my dad and him wanting to give my dog away. has left me feeling helpless and hopeless...like I can't ever do anything right., and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing Our love to only grow stronger with whatever challenges we both may be facing. together. Love Pedo Bear 
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