Dear Bill, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I know that you love me but you have alot of growing up to do and maybe the situation you're in will lead youthe right way! I decided. to put down these words because bill know that I still care and I've always loved since we came to that point in our relationship but I was always told "I love you" but it was hardly ever shown. Actions speak louder than words so if you wanted to be with me then you should've showed me. I was recently thinking of you one night before bed, Its time to let go because if its true then we'll end up together like you said. Your Confusion makes me feel Like I don't know what to expect from you! You messed up so many times and it push me away to the point where I felt like I didn't matter and I stopped caring!
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as your Incarceration but before you left but it was obvious you were with who you wanted to be with. You are so confused Bill but you got plenty of time to think and realize what u need to do. Its hard getting over this situation but my heart tells me that I need tou leave you alone but I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship/frienship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing Raising our daughter into a beautiful smart woman together. Love Nicole 
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