Thursday, March 6, 2014

Love Letter For Kasey

Dear Baby, Love is something eternal… The aspect may change, but not the essence. I wanted to tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.

There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that You are my perfect match, my soul mate. Nobody can love me more than you.. I decided put down these words because I want you to know how much you truly mean to me.. I still to this day cant stop think about you, your in my thoughts every day., I think about us retired and aged traveling the world. I think about having a bigger family with you. I think about our family on vacation, sitting at a dinner table after Braxtons baseball or basketball or football game or whatever sport he gets into if he gets into a sport. I think about us having a kid free weekend at a nice romantic resort ;). I think about how awesome our honeymoon is going to be. I think about family bike rides. But most of all I think about how in the Hell did I land such an amazing man who can continually stick by my side threw thick and thin.. Your generosity makes me feel Like I'm the only women on the planet..

I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as not being able to spend as much time together as well as not being able to be as intimate as we used to be. I do appreciate every thing you do for me no matter how big or small. You do all these little things for me and I may not show my appreciation for it but I am going to start trying my hardest to show it. I love you sooo much for being by my side every step of the way threw every challenge we face, I know as long as I have you I know we will conquer every obstacle that we encounter.. My recent challenging is having a hard time to let myself get close to you because I know when I get close to you I want to get even closer and closer and getting that close scares me so that stops me from getting close. I don't want myself to stop myself from getting close, I want to be close, from now on I'm just going to let whatever happen, happen. Because I know your there and I shouldn't be scared I know you will do anything in your power to make me feel good and not hurt, and I also want you to feel I can make you feel the same way which has left me feeling like i havnt been trying hard enough where as you have been doing an awesome job! i want to feel like i am also doing an awesome job for you., and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing what we will be from this point and on into the future together. Love Kasey

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