Love Letter For babegurl

Dear Shaun,

Love is when you look into someone's eyes and go all the way inside; to their soul and you both know... instantly! I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.

There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that we are made for each other and we are making a horrible mistake every day that we are apart.
I love you and you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I hope we have the opportunity to make a beautiful life together. .
I decided put down these words because I am so lonely without the love of my life. If you are wondering who that is, I do truly mean you. Since the love of my life is you and I miss you soooo much and since life is so short; I would greatly appreciate spending the best moments of our lives together. .
I was recently thinking of you everywhere I am and these words can never be enough to show you how very much I love you. Nor can they ever be enough to make you feel how very much I appreciate your love everyday.

I will need a lifetime of goodnights and goodmornings to show you all the things you mean to me.. Your everything, (too many good things about you). Makes me feel Mmmm mmm ...mmm.

I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as I know you have been having a hard time with dealing with loss of family members in your past and I know it's really hard for you to trust yourself with getting truly close to someone new because people are not always what they seem to be.
I know this is hard but I pray that you trust your own heart and know that I am genuine and our love is so real. I am ready to be your wife and I will spend the rest of my life showing you how deep our love truly is.
I know you may have not have had the chance to say goodbye to some of the people in your life that you may have wanted to and others never took the time to realize how special you are and didn't realize how very much worthwhile it would be to take the time to appreciate you.

I am not asking for a chance to say goodbye to you. I am asking for the opportunity to never have to tell the most beautiful person I have ever had the pleasure of meeting goodbye; but rather to tell you every single day; how honored I am to know you and every single night how much I truly love you. .
Recently I have had a really hard time finding the purpose in my life and none of that truly became clear until I had the honor of spending my days with you. Thats because what I have with you is true purpose.
Shaun I am so blessed and grateful for being loved by you and I do not want our pasts to have any impact on our relationship.
While we have had our challenges, I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing our beautifully happy lives together.
I pray that you are able to allow yourself the true joy of letting go of the things that are holding you back from true happiness and being as hopelessly, blissfully, in love as I am with you. I hope you still have the wish to be a family with me and my children.
I will be the happiest girl ever if you still will be my husband. You and me, me and you, together. Love Your Babegurl