Love Letter For ANTUAN

Dear TONYA, To love someone is to see a miracle invisible to others. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.

There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I HAVENT FELT THIS WAY ABT NO WOMEN THT IT SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF ME BUT WAS WILLING AND TRYIN TO MAKE MYSELF BETTER WHICH WLD MK OUR LIFES A WHOLE LOT EASIER . I decided put down these words because BECAUSE I LOVE U WIT ALL MY HEART WEATHER U SEE IT OR NOT I WAS TRYING to PUT MY BEST FOOT FOWARD. I was recently thinking of the day i suprised u at the restarunt wit roses n a candle light dinner, JST TO SEE THT SMILE ON UR FACE THT NITE SEEING U WERE HAPPY THTS THE PLACE I WANT TO GT TO WIT U. I KNOW WAT I WANT WIT U AND KNOW I CLD MAKE U HAPPY makes me feel AT TIMES WHN WE R GOOD MKS ME WANA DO THINGS TO TRY TO WIN UR LOVE BACK . WHICH WILL MK IT EASIER TO OPEN UP

I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as WHN U SAY THINGS AND THE WAY U EXSPRESS IT SUM TIMES MKS ME FEEL LIKE U R TRYIN TO CONTROL ME YEA U HV BN THRU A LOT WIT IN THESE LAST FEW MONTHS INCLUDING UR DAD PASSING SO IT MAY SEEM LIKE IM ON BS BUT I JST WANTED TO LOVE U AND LIVE A LESS ARGUMENTED LIFE WIT U I UNDERSTAND THT U DIDNT GET A CHANCE TO SAY GOOD BYE TO UR FATHER AND MKS U FEEL SUM TYPE OF WAY . My recent challenging I HAVE BEEN TRYN TO OPEN UP AND BRING OUT THE LOVIN PERSON I KNOW I CAN B has left me feeling TO WHR IM TRYING TO CUM OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE BUT ITS HARD WHN THE WOMEN THT LOVES U TLKS TO ME LIKE IM LESS THAN A MAN, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing Getn r life together soon family oriented thing's together. Love ANTUAN