Dear Cheese, To love someone is to see a miracle invisible to others. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that everything you have ever wanted is me but u just haven't realized it yet.. I decided put down these words because We haven't been on the same page lately. I was recently thinking of you at at Forest Park, I missed you, i thought about all the good times and cried for you for hours,and how your beautiful smile makes me feel loved and safe .
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as losing your car, and that this would be making you feel that everything is just a little more difficult. Recently i have been all over the place with this depression and all my family problems which has left me feeling lost and confused, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing all the happiness in the world and building a family together. Love Mariah 
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