Dear Kyle, My Lover, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wish I could tell you these feelings in person but it's just as personal if not more to write a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I genuinely feel that we will make it through this temporary separation.. I decided put down these words because I wish the days and nights without you here would get easier, but they don't. I'm so in love with you my heart is full of every little piece of devotion and loyalty that could possibly exist in me.. I was recently thinking of you at In the car, Holding your hand thinking I seriously want to spend the rest of my life with you. Your Big strong arms wrapped around me. makes me feel Safe and an endless account of perfection.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as I know you not being out here with us makes you feel worthless and not a good role model for our son, and that this would be making you feel I don't want you to feel this way because that is not at all how I feel about you. My recent challenging I have been going through it out here with being stressed, deprived of your lovins, and overwhelmed with life's challenges. has left me feeling that maybe I am not strong enough to go another day like this, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing When you get out I look forward to having lil Kyle & Cortney's running around, learning new things, and growing old together together. Love Cortney 
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