Love Letter For Peaches

Dear Knott, Love is when you look into someone's eyes and go all the way inside; to their soul and you both know... instantly! I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.

There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I am in love with you and I am so afraid of loosing you either by choice or force that I'M afraid to tell you this. A lil scared you won't feel the same degree of love for me. Im afraid of feeling and looking. I decided put down these words because MY HEART HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR GOD TO BLESS IT WITH A SIMPLE TOUCH FROM YOUR SOUL.. IM GIVING YOU MY HEART TO HOLD WHEN I'M AWAY.ALWAYS LOVE IT THE WAY YOU LOVE ME. . I was recently thinking of you at laying across the bed, How I've been BLESSED with you and the kids.

. Your Kind generous loving smile. U hug me with your smile alone makes me feel Safe , wanted, warm, fuzzy, mushy, calm, and loved all at the same time while all the while keeping me comfortable.

I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as When u lost Latoya , I believe, u learned a lot. I saw a great change in you and I love u even more for coping and accepting this as Well as u have. I understand how this is making you feel I understand your fear of loving me and and I see What u feel. God takes who u love so if u don't love me a whole lot then maybe he won't take me too soon. But then I think What if he takes me to make u "really"love me??. My recent challenging I've been having a hard time feeling worthy of you. A bit out of place u may even say has left me feeling therefore im worried about convincing that i am for you, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing Heaven on earth in our home as We achieve and succeed while raising GOD fearing respectful smart healthy children. together. Love Peaches