Dear Tamara, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I feel that we can start over and do it right this time I'm sorry for everything. I decided put down these words because I'm sorry for how I acted I love you and I mean it words can't explain the way I feel if I'm able to get you back I'll do anything to do it just take the time and think about it my life has not been the same without you you are my queen my angel my Goddess everything to me please take the time and think about it life would be so much better if we was together again I miss holding you seeing your face that smile of yours God has blessed me when you was placed in my life I'm sorry once again please come back. I was recently thinking of you at my brothers house, The thought of me and you being back together the thought of you hurts because you're not here can't sleep at night because I miss you I can barely breathe and I can barely speak most of the time. Your the love we share and your beautiful smile makes me feel Makes me feel important supported the warm embrace comforting.
I understand that you have were facing some significant challenges such as The loss of our son and the issue between me and your family but that will come to an end just for you I put you through a lot and the problem between me and your family was more than you can bare Jashawns death was hard enough for you. My recent challenging And I have been dealing with trying to get over you when I cant I'm thinking of you night and day I think of you constantly you're always on my mind it has left me feeling lost sad all the time depressed lonely, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing I want to reconnect our family we started and achieve more by being together and working hard together me taking care of you being a family once again together. Love Martell 
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