Dear Joe, Love is indescribable and unconditional. I could tell you a thousand things that it is not, but not one that it is. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that you do care for me but you don't want anything to do with me at the same time. I decided to put down these words because we never see each other and you don't really talk to me.. I was recently thinking of you in bed, I honestly haven't ever felt this way about anybody. Every time my phone goes off I hope it's you, I hope I can talk to you for more than 10 minutes. I love you babe, I love you a lot and just want you to feel the same. You say you love me too but I honestly don't believe it. Every time I say it you don't say it back unless I say something about it. You are an amazing guy and an even better boyfriend. I just want you to be honest because if I'm being a bother I would like to know so I can quit bugging you and pissing you off. I care about you a lot and love you even more.. Your loving personality makes me feel warm and loved.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately like losing your dog, and that this would be making you feel sad and I understand you loved your dog but I love you and want to see you and talk more. My recent challenges in losing my dog and I didn't get to see you :( has left me feeling sad and my depression acted up again, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing many fun new things with the person I love. I want to see you and just be able to be yours all the time I value you a lot as a person and even more as a boyfriend and hope things work out with us. Love Lilly 
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