Dear Jeremy, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that What we had in the beginning was completely physical, until we spent a lot of time together and gotten to know each other both physically and emotionally, although you said the I love you first, I felt it for the longest. That night when we walked on the trail was perfect, and later that night err made love, I even had s tear lol and when you said "I love you"only confirmed my feelings.. I decided put down these words because I know we haven't seen each other in awhile, or been in each other's arms. I was recently thinking of you at my bed, I been thinking bout all the moments we have spent together and mostly the night you told me you loved me.. Your soft lips makes me feel Your lips makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the world, I love your soft passionate kisses in my skin..
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as Me leaving so suddenly, and that this would be making you feel you didn't get to stay good bye, and I know you felt like damn I fell for this girl and more she gone.I didn't want to leave but I had to. . My recent challenging Been struggling with not being able to see you when I want to. has left me feeling lonely, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing I look forward to us starting a life together, once we get our shit straight, and you work things out with your baby mommas. Cause I want to be with you and only you.I just hope you feel the same way. Sooner or later we have to grow up and settle down with the person you love. together. Love Ericka
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