Dear Kay, What's meant to be will always find a way. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that we have grown immensely and I hope our future grows like the sunflowers on your dress ;). I decided put down these words because I just seen you today and I have to say it was amazing! I was recently thinking of you in akron we were walking downtown, Taking a chance with you and it's worth it, I knew you would be my love. Your Smexy-ness makes me feel Lively and loved.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as the loss of your grand parents who rest in heaven and the double digit size you put on your eased skin, and that this would be making you feel uneasy thinking about the beloved ones who cared for you, ones who consoled in all your needs when you were vulnerable or just excited. And to look the way you want everyday. My recent challenging is a fear that I won't be the best I can be has left me feeling like I can do better but im not the only one, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. While we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and to have the experience of picking out bed sheets and pillow cases that match the drapes along with a big house leased or owned by the Chambers together. Love Coach B 
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