Dear Alex, Love is when you look into someone's eyes and go all the way inside; to their soul and you both know... instantly! I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that sometimes you ignore me and it makes me very unhappy. I decided put down these words because We have been through some tough and hard times. Our love has always been able to go through all the trials. Words cannot express how much you mean to me. I was recently thinking of you everywhere, I think about you every second of the day. Your strong arms are around me. I can feel your lips upon mine. Your carefree smile makes me feel safe, secure, special.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately since the stroke, and that this would be making you feel I need to give you more time to think clearly. That you don't need reminders to take the two medications you need. My recent challenging Trying to prove that I deserve to be with you. has left me feeling unloved and unhappy by you, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing spending my life with you. You following your dreams of being a photographer together. Love Kati Baby 
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