Dear self, Love is indescribable and unconditional. I could tell you a thousand things that it is not, but not one that it is. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that You need the death wish ive placed upon you. I decided put down these words because Fuck you. I was recently thinking of you at in my bath full of the blood of 9 virgins, Like a god. Your psyco alone times makes me feel Muddy and cold.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as I need out of your mind, and that this would be making you feel My prison is my hell and your brain is that end. My recent challenging Splitting self two ways has left me feeling exhilarating, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing Im in awe by the shear noise you bring together. Love self 
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