Dear peter, Love is an emotion experienced by the many and enjoyed by the few. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that I do really Love you but I dont like how you make me me feel. I decided put down these words because I wish we Could have trust n truthfullness n more familia time together. I was recently thinking of you at In bed with a tender kiss on your líos, It took my breath away. Your to tough to handle makes me feel Overwelmed.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as You say you love me but you do the devils work n dont make us priority. You want whats right but do whats wrong, and that this would be making you feel Your grandpa dying n your occupation must have some affect on your life. My recent challenging Put up many walls n feel like you keep spitting on my heart. But becauae i love you i dont know how to just stay away has left me feeling so unhappy, Stuck, confused, depressed,, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing I wish we can stay together as a loving family n get some kind of thereapy to work through our issues n you work once your Anger. Cause family means everything to me. I want to be happy together. Love ruby
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