Dear trevor, Love is indescribable and unconditional. I could tell you a thousand things that it is not, but not one that it is. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that You don't think I love you but I do it's hard for me to express my emotions. I decided put down these words because I don't drive and you live in blackfalds. I was recently thinking about our walk dt . it was the most amszing the most amazing Walk I had in my life even if my foot hurt I don't think we've ever just walked before I think we've always been inside I'd love to sit and watch the stars with you. Your amazing awesomeness makes me feel Loved happy safe calm.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as Not being able to see me, and that this would be making you feel Sadness depression frustration unloved
. My recent challenging Then really sick with cancer my kidney failing has left me feepling drain tired sick frustrated depressed alone, and am sorry fand I do not want this to have any impacts on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing spenf)) the rest of my life with you happy and finish my schooling cuz I know you support me you always do you're always there when I need Someone to talK to and i love that tojogether. Love Christina 
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