Dear scott, Love is an emotion experienced by the many and enjoyed by the few. I wanted to the tell you about my feelings in person but then I thought how much more personal it would be to put them down in a letter. It might seem old fashioned, but there is something special about the written word - somehow it seems a little more permanent and meaningful.
There are many things that I have been meaning to say to you but just haven't found the words until now. I feel that things aren't going to work for us because you don't give us the time of day and you make me feel like you're cheating on me and stuff I just don't know what to do anymore I'm alone all the time we spend no time together. I decided put down these words because We haven't spend any time together..you act like you don't care you want to be around me what have I done to you. I was recently thinking of you at he drove around last night little while thinking about you I don't know what to do anymore, my thoughts are you don't love me you changed you have somebody else you never did love me. Your when I think of you I think about all the things you never told me how I was your number one special I was to you makes me feel when I think of you I think of all the things that you could have told me or that you told me and never showed me.
I understand that you have been facing some significant challenges lately such as it makes your friends number one in your life and you put me all the way to the end I know you're facing some difficulty and stuff but it's not right what you do you've hurt me very much, and that this would be making you feel I understand we don't have to be together 24 7 but the thing is we're not even together 24 7 we're not even together an hour if we do we're always fighting and arguing its not right. My recent challenging I have done all I can to get you to want me to love me to be happy with me again has left me feeling you make me feel like you don't want to keep going but yet you don't want to let me go, and I do not want this to have any impact on our relationship. Whilst we have had our challenges I am looking foward to the future, and experiencing if I wanted so much just to be a happy couple to love each other for you to join me together. Love niecy
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